Fifty-nine Days


Eight weeks and three days… That is how long I carried Baby Jakob.

On day fifty-nine, Baby Jakob was born sleeping…in Heaven.


Fifty-nine days will never be enough, but I will be thankful for each one of them.

Psalm 139:13-16 For You formed my inward parts; You covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;[a] Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well. My frame was not hidden from You, When I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed. And in Your book they all were written, The days fashioned for me, When as yet there were none of them.



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2 responses to “Fifty-nine Days

  1. Debbie Hamke

    Beckie, I’m so sorry for your loss. I know you guys wanted this precious little boy. We don’t always understand why things happen, but we have to trust God and know that He makes no mistakes. There was a reason that God himself will let you know why some day, as well as why there are other babes He has taken for His own. Just know that my prayers are with you and Adrian and the kids. I love you sweet niece!! If you need me, feel free to call or write to me. Love Aunt Debbie

    Sent from my iPad


  2. Tirzah

    Loving you 😦

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